I don't know where to begin.

Hello! Why yes! It is summer time! I am so excited. So, let me catch you up.

Thursday. The bell rang. I hugged White Sensei. She was sad. I was thrilled.

Went to The Smell. Frisco Dykes. && L E S B I A N S. It was amazing.

My brother's birthday the next day. We ate "south western salmon" and saw Get Smart. 

It was pretty funny... cough. nevermind. 

and then today! I finally got to hang out w/ mah buns! I am currently at his house, && he's getting a snack. I went to Jordan's house for a little bit, before he left for Oregon. I hope he has fun! I wish that I could go away for the whole Summer. Well, sometimes anyways. . . 

So. I am currently happy w/ the status of the summer. This coming Friday I am leaving for Ohio. CRAZY! && Tuesday i have a SESSION! WOOOOO! other than that. it's unplanned till.. i have things planned. ANYWAYS. i am not in the right state of mind, and i am overly excited/happy. oh my goodness. IT IS SUMMER. I STILL DO NOT HAVE MY MIND WRAPPED AROUND THE CONCEPT. shit. negroes.

ok. i love everyone.

 

this is what i feel like.

-Tracy!

so, i got rejected.

by Nordstroms. [yeah that's right nordstrom, i'm saying your name wrong. YOU LIKE IT?!]

yes. they do not want me. for their fashion board. but it is okayyyyy. Just more free time for me! :D BETTER NEWS! i'm going on a road trip! w/ my bro's, herny, and hopefully samm-ay! I wanted to go to the grand canyon, but it's gonna be "too hott" so we are going to the sequoia's instead. That is still cool! We're gonna be all folk and artsy && be 'On the Road.' hahaha. just keeding.

I am sitting in the living room. My brother and father entranced by yellow && purple. Screams of death threats && black skin. "No FAKE IRISHMEN! WE HATE YOU!"

NBA finals. woo...

What a ruckussseseseses!

cannot wait 'till thursday.

Thatsa bout it. 7 days of school. YES YES YES! :D :D :D :D :D

-Tracy!

fuuuuuuuuuuuhk.

okkkkkkkk. so i felt the need for BLOGGING! i haven't had a neeed for awhile.

probably not since xanga. hah!

it's mostly because i'm putting of my "studying towards perfection" for white sensei. [japanese.]
stupid doushi no uta. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANNA DO IT!


and. i am upset because. Nordstrom has s t i l l n o t r e s p o n d e d t o m e for the internship.
it is really pissing me off.

• My friend got an "acceptance e-mail."
• they said it would be a LETTER!.
  
• It has been a month since they said I would receive the LETTER in the mail.
• I really want a joB!
• Waiting should not be a hobby of mine.

If you see this Nordstrom.. i don't hate you.. just let me know. Or i will call you. && you don't want that. [[actually it wouldn't make a difference because i'll act as if you've done no wrong, and was 'just wondering' if you happened to know if i was accepted yet.]]

ermmmmm. 10 more days of school left. i. can't. take. it. i just want to sleep. for 2 whole days.
have no one talk to me. do whatever. ... omg. that's my dream. my new heaven! i neeeed this! this is what i am working towards now! YESSSSSSSSSS! will this be possible? can my mother go for twenty whole minutes while i'm home w/o screaming, singing, snarkling, snooching, or STOOPING?!?!? i can't wait for these days to come. be on the look out. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk if i should lose contact w/ the internet, or the tv. hmmm. i don't think i'd be able to do it. i'd feel like i was missing out. or what if someone was attacked and needed my help? ! I AM TOO CONCERNED W/ EVERYYYONNEEEEEE. i am not attached.. oh not at all.. just concerned. && i hate it. oh so much. maybe i'll do it when herny leaves. but i would like to do it the first two days i have of summer. we will see.



i guess i'm done. more studying. i don't want to. as you know.









bye.

-Tracy!

Herny is calling me weird.

&& james is making weird lip noises.


GAY! BUM! HOLE!




so i'm pretty hungry. well... kind of hungry.. So I'M GOING.... CRAZZZZY!

since the last time i was on, the carnival happened. I went to it for about twenty minutes && me && herny realized we were getting too old for topsy turny, plunge to your death rides. We also saw Beirut! they were pretty amazing! but they peeps before them were all British, pre-planned, and assholey. WATEVVS! I AM S0O0O0O0O0O KOO!

umm.. the boat is coming along. JOO KNOW! and school is still laeeeyme. Thirteen more school days until it is alllll over! until July 10th which will be miserable, hot, sweaty, shouting! OUT LOUD! summer school. as you can see, i am not looking forward to it. NOT MUCH ELSE! except for baby mama drama! minus the baby and minus the mama! oooouuuuuuhhhh! [that was a grunt sigh]




well my fingers are moving faster than my thoughts so idk what to do!!!! TYPING MADNESS. BLANK MINDE!!!LJLKJEIR




BYYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYYE!



-Tracy!